In February of this year I had the absolute privilege to join with other students and young adults from churches across the UK at Cefn Lea for our national student weekend away – and what an incredible time it was! Many of us had commented that we felt like the weekend came at a perfect time: In the midst of deadlines and exams, it was a blessing to come together in mid-Wales and seek the Lord. For me, the weekend was deeply restorative and refreshing (though physically I came away ready for some sleep!). The sense of community was strong and the weekend offered many contemplative moments. Often, I found myself just giving thanks to God for placing me where He did.
Across the weekend we were blessed to have Tim Jones sharing with us. As part of his teaching, he told us two simple disciplines that we should be practicing everyday to grow in our identity in Christ, praying and reading the Bible. He encouraged us that His voice and guidance can be strengthened through doing these habits regularly and by practicing these two disciplines we’ll be led to others. He also reminded us that because we’ve given our lives to Christ, our character should be one that magnifies Him in everything we do, and because we should be magnifying Him, it led nicely to him telling us to be intentional in our interactions with others. For myself, it reiterated the magnitude of having God as our Father so why shouldn’t we share His love with others – No action is too small of an opportunity for us to share His light with others!
On the weekend, it was powerful to see God moving amongst us in our gatherings and it brought to mind Matthew 18:20, “where two or three gather in my name, there I am with them”. His presence was clear via the numerous people that came up to share what God had placed on their heart, the nature of which was encouraging and strengthening. I shared, for the first time to such a large group of people, a verse from Matthew 6 and reminded people that what God has called us to, He has also equipped us for. I am confident God will continue building on the small seeds He planted on that weekend.
For a couple of months prior to the weekend I had been struggling with jealousy, which was triggered by a particular situation I regularly encountered and found myself constantly comparing myself to, consequently feeling jealousy and some bitterness.
The teaching and words over the weekend reminded me I can bring everything to God, no matter how silly or minor it may seem, and I felt God was pressing me to talk about it with someone. I spoke about this situation for the first time with someone this weekend, and prayed with them over it – and since then I have not felt jealousy over this situation but rather peace when it happened. Praise God! My identity first and foremost is rooted with God and not how I appear relative to others.
Speaking aloud about things you’re struggling with, and bringing them to the Lord is a powerful act in itself. You are acknowledging and choosing to put your trust in God, who is bigger than all of our circumstances, no matter how helpless you may feel. It makes me think of Proverbs 3:5-6
“trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight”.
Over the weekend, there was ample opportunity for fellowship with others (whether that be through jigsaw puzzles, axe throwing, a late night game of sardines, or an attempt at playing football), and spending time outdoors. Times like these make me grateful for God’s creation and the opportunity for fellowship and encouragement with other believers. We are all part of His plan, and our purpose goes beyond our work and academic performance.
Though I know growth comes with challenges, this weekend has reminded me I am not alone, and that His presence has no restraints.
